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Why do I always do this to myself? I’m constantly comparing myself to other people as if I really know them. Like why can’t I look like that, why can’t I have the style that she has, why am I not her? When in reality it makes no sense to do that when I supposedly know who I am. Its a not a thing of jealousy or envy its just a constant question in the back of my mind. I don’t know what they do to be like that. Maybe it is envy but not of the superficial, maybe it is the freedom that they have and the confidence of self that I yearn for. I figure if I could just have that one thing then,somehow, I could find that confidence and happiness that they posses. *sighs*…until then I’ll guess I’ll just fake it till I make it.